Fragile

[Dreamy]

Thanks @tyme @Appleblossom ♥️

[Till23]

Thanks @tyme 

I have had some recent difficulties, I have used physical activity and keeping very busy to try to, I suppose, distract me from them. I should be using self compassion I suppose but the feeling of "not good enough" is very strong in my mind. I'm not sure it's ever going to change.

I may leave or limit time on forums due to the new "dedicated" spaces threads showing up in Latest Discussions list, which I do not want to see, for reasons I do not want to go into here.

I hope everyone else is going well.

[Till23]

I quite like Yarn @Appleblossom but I don't need any clothes at the moment or probably anything else they sell but I like to browse every now and again 😂

[tyme]

Hey @Till23 , 

Hearing you and I respect your decision.

If you feel you want to reach out to us, feel free to email us at team@saneforums.org

I'm sorry to hear of these challenges. An alternative is to only click on the threads you are getting email notifications for.

I'm here if/when you need some company. 

[Appleblossom]

@Dreamy hugs 

[Appleblossom]

@Zoe7 thanks for your reassurance. I see you and @Faith-and-Hope as part of keeping me here.

@Dimity @tyme you too.

Gently Bently 

[Dreamy]

Thankyou @Appleblossom, sending you hugs aswell ♥️

[Appleblossom]

@Till23 sending deep healing thoughts and hope they echo through the coming days....I have appreciated your company.

I don't browse much off or online. But I did do one splurge on Yarn and bought scarves for me and gifts about 5 years ago. 

[Dreamy]

@Till23 try to be gentle with yourself, i completely understand that feeling of "not good enough" but you truly are worthy of self compassion. 

Sending you hugs, here for you ❤️ 

[Dimity]

Thanks @Appleblossom it's mutual. 

It's odd in some ways because your independence at a young age is perhaps the antithesis of my toxic family codependence. I was just stretching my wings when my mh crash came.

My mother was a professional muso and I'm a green leftie with STM training so I can pick up on some of your interests.  

I'm not sure I'll ever navigate socially but I'm encouraged by your anecdotes.