Re: why can't I cope longer?

Hi @Adge @Former-Member @Emelia8 and anyone around,

 

Adge: I really like that shirt. It's a beautiful green. I like to wear floral patterns and colours. I feel a bit cheered up by what I wear. Smiley Happy

 

EOR: I don't think we've met. Hi. I like that you had a cafe treat around an appointment. I often do things like that when I go on my own to appointments, give myself some time for solo enjoyment while I'm out there.

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Re: why can't I cope longer?

You're funny @Adge - thanks for the morning smile 😃 What you doing today? Still raining here so indoor activities. Still haven't unpacked properly so plenty to do.
@ Mazarita, hello, yes, might make the cottage cafe a regular thing after my workout, kind of a reward 🏆

Re: why can't I cope longer?

Hi @Former-Member I have not managed much today.

Feeling extremely tired/ maybe Dissociation as well.

Along with several things seeming to badly trigger me - Which upped anxiety & distress feelings through the Roof.

So "Getting back to Baseline" (as Psychs say) - Settling myself, seems to be No.1 Priority.

Then I hope to be able to Tackle/ Achieve something.

Adge

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Sorry to hear that @Adge Do you want to talk about your triggers? Did you go out today? Ware that shirt?
What do you do to bring your stress levels down? Do you have a meditation or abyogw routine? I do breathing meditation full body scan to help ground myself.
Sorry I've taken so long to reply, need to spend less time online, but hope you're settled enough or exhausted enough to be sleeping soundly already.
Please Let me know how you are in the morning 🙏☘️

Re: why can't I cope longer?

Quick hi @Former-Member before I get up and ready for work. Hope today is kind to you 🌹

 

Sorry @Adge yesterday was difficult. Hoping for a better day for you today 🙏

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Oh s...tt @Former-Member I just realised that I never did let you know (how I was) -

-The next morning, like you asked me to (out of care & concern).

I'm Sorry....

I'm usually very meticulous with responding to kind requests & concern.

I never read that bit - Asking me to let you know.

Otherwise I definitely would have let you know ASAP.

To be honest, things got much worse, soon after that.

I've had many nights of terribly disrupted sleep (since then) -

-Due mainly to a long string of unexpected shock emails & sms's, from Unemployment (Jobsearch) Services...

- On Good Friday Public Holiday etc etch....

-Demanding Tripple my Job Application (Jobsearch) Requirements (15 instead of 5).

-Terminating my Online Employment Service (sending me to a Face to Face Jobsearch provider).

-Threatening to Suspend my Unemployment Allowance, unless I signed immediately (agreed to 15 Job Applications).

- All without any Prior warning, all Without Reason (There was None).

* I have Always Met All Requirements.

* I have Never Defaulted on a Single Thing (Not Any).

- So there was absolutely No Justification, No Reason Whatsoever.

* That is Just How they Operate (Always) Apparently - They Like to & Enjoy Threatening people.

- This is very hard to come to terms with.

Yoga Teacher is suddenly Leaving/ Terminating my Yoga Classes (Fri & Sat) - As of this week.

So you can see, it has been Quite a Tail-Spin....

No wonder my Anxiety went Sky-High, & I've not been sleeping well at all.

Just letting you know, because you did ask.

I will be much more Positive next time, I promise.

Still looking for Huge Silver Linings - I do deserve them (so do you), & things to be Grateful for...

AdgeSmiley Happy

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@Former-MemberYou asked:

"What do you do to bring your stress levels down? Do you have a meditation or a Yoga routine? I do breathing meditation full body scan to help ground myself". - Sorry I never Saw/ Never read that Question (from you), either.....

- I do Daily Breathing/ Mindfulness Meditations (including Body Scan), several times each day.

- I've had to Increase the Number & the Length (How Long) of Meditations, to deal with What's been Happening (So many Sudden Stressors/ Triggers).

Thanks so much @Former-Member for your Amazing Care & Concern.

I never meant to Stress You Out - by leaving you Wondering, with No Reply from me.

Have a Good Night...

Smiley HappyAdge

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Re: why can't I cope longer?

That's ok @ Adge, for those uplifting words. I'd forgotten anyway. You're amazing. Sorry but I'm feeling stalked here, (paranoid or whatever negative label the know-it-all's are in the mood for) 💙

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Just dropping in some love @Former-Member 

You have been handing it out in droves and it seems you could do with some yourself about now. Hope you are ok? Sorry someone has hurt you 😔

People can be careless with words and actions. Hugs and love Eor xoxIMG_20210417_104538.jpg

 

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(((( @Former-Member )))) Hugs....Heart