Changing meds

[Anastasia]

Yes @Eve7 the lockdown begins at 11.59pm 😔

[Anastasia]

Still here for you @WIP 👀👂🙏🤗🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️❣️

[Anastasia]

I'm still here for you dear @WIP 🤗💞🐾🐕

[Anastasia]

Hopefully you got some sleep @WIP 

Still here beautiful girl L 👂💐🐾🐕💞

[WIP]

Thank you so much @Anastasia 

Got some sleep - took too many meds though. Woke a bit woozy.

Appreciate your pics about Hope.

I don't have much of it at the moment, but I keep trying.

Hi to everyone else who helped last night @Eve7 @Bow @Emelia8  and anyone else I've missed. I saw you all had a good time catching up. 
sorry, I just wasn't up to being online.

[Emelia8]

Good to see you @WIP ... I have my sister (who lives 6 hours away, but visiting her friends 2 hours away) visiting shortly for lunch, but I will catch up with you when I can.

Much love and a big hug to you, and cuddle for Levi.

Emelia 💕🤗

[Anastasia]

Please be careful L. Just take what the dose is please 🙏

@WIP 

I'm glad you got some sleep. I will have you and Levi in my thoughts today 🤗🐾🐕💕

[WIP]

I hope you have a nice lunch catch up @Emelia8 

Thank you for your kind thoughts...you too @Anastasia  You're both very kind.

Yes, I need to be careful with my sleeping med intake - but I was just so desperate for the thoughts in my head and the uncontrollable tears to stop. The pain is experience nearly every day is pretty much unbearable - and it's been going on for so, so long. Sometimes I feel like I'd do anything to make it stop.  I hope that makes sense and you don't think less of me.

Have a lovely day both of you.  Mum is coming over this afternoon - I've pushed her away all week and we've had words a few times, so I hope we don't upset each other.

Love L & Levi

🦋💞💞🦋

[Anastasia]

I could never think less of you @WIP 

I hear you hun, I really do.

It makes me happy that your Mum is visiting today, enjoy her company sweetheart ❣️

[Former-Member]

Hey @WIP 

Sorry to see you have been having such a tough time. What you are expressing makes absolute sense, desperately wanting the pain to stop. But @Anastasia is right (thanks MyBoy), it is important that we are taking the prescribed dosage and trying our best to find alternative ways of coping with the pain. I am really glad you continue reaching out here for support and have such lovely members here for you, and please remember to reach out to helplines or other supports if and when you need