18-10-2020 02:39 PM
18-10-2020 02:39 PM
I know @Snowie Just putting one foot in front of the other most days when I can Hon. This is why my pdoc is so concerned and why I need to go back to work. It will not be easy but I also know I need it. I do feel like I am in that fog most days too so will need to work my way out of that and I think only getting back to work will help. Hoping the 3 days with kids this week will allow me to work my way back and then I will be able to do more next week ....
18-10-2020 02:48 PM
18-10-2020 02:48 PM
Sleep is what you need @Zoe7 but I totally am hearing you.
I have managed to do some housework and visit my parents. My headspace is not good "filthy mood" probably best describes it. Went to get my boys meds, girl behind thick plastic had a mask on. Asked if they had them or if have to order in (usually the case) to determine whether I wait or leave the script. Couldn't hear her response, couldn't lip read, situation annoyed me so I took scripts and walked out. Not ideal as now I have to deal with it tomorrow. Think if I spend some time gardening it may help. I don't like being like this. Putting it down to not wanting to go to work tomorrow, not having anything to look forward to and my place having :pile_of_poo: everywhere that even though I've tidied up it hasn't even made the slightest of difference. @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @Eve7 @Emelia8
Sorry for rant 😔
18-10-2020 02:55 PM
18-10-2020 02:55 PM
Aww, I'm sorry @Anastasia . Gardening sounds like a good idea, pull some weeds and throw away the crap always helps me.
Wish I could give you some brownies and make you a cuppa.
Take care my lovely friend.
xox
18-10-2020 02:57 PM
18-10-2020 02:57 PM
Yes that's what I think too @Eve7
I wish we could do that too. I'll go and do it and touch base later. ❤️💞❣️ Enjoy yours sweet friend x
18-10-2020 02:58 PM
18-10-2020 02:58 PM
18-10-2020 03:00 PM
18-10-2020 03:00 PM
I totally get that @Anastasia I always feel a little better when my pace is clean and tidy but having that motivation to do it sometimes is hard. If I get some done as soon as I get home from work then it makes it easier - and i have gotten into the routine of washing up and cleaning the kitchen straight after dinner so that helps. I am also feeling a bit down about not getting more of the gardening done. I have done some of the big stuff - removing a tree and pruning of others but I now need to move a tree to fill that space and dig out the stump of another ...all of which takes energy (and the use of my hands) that I just do not have ....frustrating but nothing I can do. I had planned that all for the second week of the holidays before I had to have my hand operated on so now I am not sure it will actually get done.
Hearing you about the chemist too Hon. A bugger you have to go back tomorrow but understand your frustration. I walked out of a shop not long ago because there was no acknowledgement I was waiting when someone else walked to the counter and was served first ...it was just plain rude by both the customer and attendant so I left the item on the counter and left the store ...won't be going back there ever but understand you have no choice
18-10-2020 03:06 PM
18-10-2020 03:06 PM
18-10-2020 07:35 PM
18-10-2020 07:35 PM
hugs @Snowie , @Faith-and-Hope , @Zoe7 , @Anastasia , @Eve7
19-10-2020 09:22 AM
19-10-2020 09:54 AM
19-10-2020 09:54 AM
Good morning and thanks for thinking of me @Anastasia Have a nice day. 🌷🌺🌸
Good morning to everyone else here too 🌸🌷
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