Thank you, dear @Anastasia for your long reply to my message yesterday. 
The 29th for your boy to come home...keeping fingers crossed that he comes home in a better state than when he went in.
I'm sorry, I wasn't clear in my post, I am eating and drinking, just not the healthy stuff, water, fruit and veggies. I've been eating carbs and drinking juice and coffee. Not very good of me. I did add a little baby spinach to my instant pasta packet last night...a small step forward maybe.
I did crawl into work but came home early. I'm actually very thankful that I have my volunteer job as it gets me out of the house...otherwise I would be stuck in the rut I was in at the weekend, all week. I'm not sure yet how today and tomorrow will go...so far all I've done is make a coffee and put a laundry wash on. I don't have anything on today and tomorrow so it's days at home.
I did go to the library yesterday and got 3 more books. It was nice to see the library staff and we chatted...the library has been shut for ages due to lockdown.
I also invited a friend from work around for coffee...she is not sure when she will be free but she will get back to me. I hardly ever invite anyone around so this will hopefully force me to do tidying and cleaning. I don't really feel up to the tidying today yet but maybe I'll feel better later.
It's not often that I ask for support so I'm very grateful for your reply @Anastasia . I trust if you were unable to give anything as your bucket was empty, that you would tell me, in which case of course I would understand.
It sounds like a very tough day today for you as you wait for your Dad's results...sending hugs and 💚
@Anastasia I'm sorry about your heavy feeling of dread and sadness 😞 No wonder you can't bear the thoughts. So many challenges for you 😞
@Anastasia wrote:I am excited you have invited a friend over for coffee, I am aware that is huge. That makes me really happy NL.
Thanks for understanding, my friend
And thanks for your kind words about my work...I was just saying yesterday to one of the other volunteers that we are so lucky in the staff members and my boss, they are all so lovely. Well, except for the CEO's wife maybe, lol. But did I tell you she doesn't like the new boss much, so she has been staying more at her desk in the other area? So I haven't been having to wait for a computer for a while, thank goodness. She still comes in and tries to boss us all around, even my boss...I just smile and give her whatever she wants.
Oh my gosh re your toxic manager and her revolving staff 😮 To make people give up and resign after 4 weeks...she should be ashamed of herself. Not often I use the word 'should', but that is disgusting.
@Anastasia wrote:NDIS review is tomorrow. With my boy in hospital it could be a Trainwreck. What's the saying, the best laid plans...need wishes please that he gets on the phone and the funding is provided for the right supports this time around to truly get him on the path to recovery 🙏
Yes, of course. I prefer having specific wishes to wish. 🤞
Thank you for the salad, fruit, veggies, and sun 🙂
Hope you are OK and coping... 💚☕
