Am Not Coping

[Anastasia]

Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry...

Thank you @Faith-and-Hope for being here

Please go easy on yourself @Zoe7 

Please know that we are here when you need us

Holding you close sending you hugs and love 💜💜💜

[Faith-and-Hope]

❤️ @Anastasia  .....

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope  @Anastasia  @Snowie Managed a nap, my head feels a little better. Have my fluffball sticking very close and that is a good thing. He does keep me going. Cat is in her room so no cuddles with her until later. I don't want to disturb her because she is still recovering and still has fluid around part of her wound that they couldn't get out. It is supposed to go away on it's own but it must be uncomfortable for her as she is clearly not herself. I had to give her the usual night biscuits in her room as she didn't come out for them. She did eat them though so that is good - still has her apetite.

All I can do right now is think of my sister and how incredibly unfair it is that she no longer has her baby with her. I honestly cannot believe it myself so I can imagine how excrutiatingly painful it is for her. They had him for 7 months - that is all - how unfair is that!

For me a week of appointments, getting through each day and trying to be okay enough to go back to work. Right now that seems a long way off because I am in no fit state mentally to deal with it. I know being with the kids is good for me but I also need to be okay to do that. Once I have more use of my hand that may help but in the meantime I need to keep my MH in check as well - both hard to do atm.

[Anastasia]

@Zoe7 

Short on the right words xxx

[Faith-and-Hope]

I am glad your head is a little better @Zoe7  🌷

My car is still being a drama queen .....

[Faith-and-Hope]

👋💕 @Anastasia  .....

[Anastasia]

☹️🚗 @Faith-and-Hope 

Hope you get some assistance quickly 🌻

[Anastasia]

Getting up now to see what the day brings (lazy Sunday morning) so sending you both love and light 💞 ❣️🌺 

@Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope 

[Zoe7]

It seems you have found exactly the right words @Anastasia so thank you Hon 

Bloody car @Faith-and-Hope That is all you need! Bloody s2bx for leaving you with that one too - just sayin' - grrr!

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope @Anastasia @Snowie Had some more pain meds and another nap and my headache is significantly better. My tooth however is worse but only when I drink - can't win hey - need to keep up my fluids to keep the headache at bay and that hurts my tooth  Probably a lucky thing I have had the pain meds though otherwise it may be feeling a whole lot worse.

I hope I can get into the dentist this week - can't go until Wednesday as won't be able to pay for it - so another thing to manage as best I can.

I would not believe my life right now if I was not living it myself