@Emelia8 thinking of you lots...am wondering if you've been able to do your volunteering since the volunteers were allowed back there...am worried that you haven't been up to doing it, as you are suffering so much at the moment. Am also thinking of you with your upcoming appointment for breast tests...I know your anxiety and fear are extremely high regarding it. I hope you can bring yourself to go for the tests, and that they all come back clear.
Sending many gentle hugs... 
