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[Flowerlove22]

@Friendlyflutter  I might not come back this time   

I can't win this si  

But I wish everything the best  thankyou for the short time I had ❤️💜    

[Friendlyflutter]

Hey @Flowerlove22, 

I am concerned about your safety. 

if you are in crisis, call 000. 

I have sent you an email, have a look at that. ❤️

[Flowerlove22]

Oh not  you too @Friendlyflutter  😭💔  

So many suicidal thoughts I can't sleep 

Why did my parents even have me? They left me  everyone is laveing me 

Please someone tell me am I the problem?  Is it me ?    I am alone in the corner   falling apart 😞  

Maybe if I was straight people would care?  

I can't do this 

[Friendlyflutter]

@Flowerlove22 

I can hear it is really hard for you right now. 

What has helped you before to sleep? Maybe try that? A cuppa ? 

You are not the problem.

We are right here 

[Flowerlove22]

@Friendlyflutter  you still around? 

I tried lots of things I have 3 cuppas  

Now a milk   

I'm sitting outside talking to the road  

I physically can't sleep  

I am on the edge off gaving in soon  I don't want to waste anyone's time 

4 hours to go 

@Friendlyflutter I know you may be sick off me now sorry mate  ❤️

[Flowerlove22]

Also @tyme  to answer your question 

I'll explain to you in an email today or tomorrow 

[Friendlyflutter]

@Flowerlove22, 

I sometimes enjoy watching videos to sleep, maybe some cat videos can be helpful? 

What do you mean you physically can't sleep? 

What is in 4 hours?

[Flowerlove22]

@Friendlyflutter 

Yeah I've watched YouTube tiktok  I give up on that   

I can't say on the forums about 4 hours 

Anyways thankyou friendly person ❤️ 

Or friendlyflutter  

I might just sit outside and talk to myself so I don't annoy anyone  

[Flowerlove22]

I fucken hate this world 

[lavenderhaze]

Hi @Flowerlove22, 

I am so sorry to hear that there is a lot of SI right now. I can hear how distressed you are.

And to answer your question, we're all real people and we care about you hun ❤️

I am concerned for you, can you please confirm if you're safe for now?

Sitting with you ❤️