why can't I cope longer?

[Eve7]

Thanks for sharing your good news @Former-Member 

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[Appleblossom]

WooHoo @Former-Member 

Glad you are celebrating with a visitor.

[Anastasia]

Doing my happy dance @Former-Member 

💃🕺💃🕺

Great news xxx

Enjoy your visitor 🙂

[Zoe7]

Fabulous news @Former-Member and so happy you are having a visitor 

[Adge]

That is Good news @Former-Member I'm Glad.

Oh a Visitor, how nice....

[Former-Member]

Hey @Adge, nice to see you. Love the pic 😁👍 My dad (currently critical in hospital) was the loudest driver re abusing other drivers on the road... quite over the top actually. One of my last trips driving my parents using GPS, dad even yelled at me to "chuck the bloody thing out the window!" 😯:face_with_rolling_eyes:🤐 I tend to bite my tongue more these days, if i don't - the Holy Spirit sure convicts me to correct my attitude / cleanse my heart grr. Maxine is funny. Thanks Adge 💙

[Former-Member]

Only problem in my scan was "marked pancreatic fatty infiltration" This explains a lot of the abdo pains. Gotta lose weight stat!
Had a cry yesterday when I rang to talk to dad in hospital and the nurse said "he's being fed ATM but he's too weak to hold the phone to talk anyway" 😟☹️😞😢 (this last 6months months he's stopped walking, stopped talking, stopped eating...) I wanna sit with him but refuse to put myself back in harm's way with abusive family, especially  when dad's dementia doesn't even recognise me and feeling so enraged with his nursing home management. I'm seriously floored , can't handle toxic crap around me anymore, and I gotta stop beating myself up for putting my own welfare first. Really struggle with this. Am I just being lazy like them... Really  hoped to have a family when I went back to help 😢 Now I know why our grandparents never talk about life's problems to kidz - many more would self terminate 

[Anastasia]

((( @Former-Member )))

Sending you hugs my friend 💞

[Adge]

Hi @Former-Member Hugs (((EOR))) & more Hugs (((EOR)))....

I'm so sorry about your Dad's worsening situation.

No you are certainly Not Lazy.

So Sad.

If you feel up to it - You might Read my Worry Room Post.

About my 1st week in this New Aged Care Job - My financial $$ Income Situation has taken a Massive Tail-Dive (Hit).

It will financially Ruin me very Quickly - because of the massive Costs (to me) not paid for by Work.

Adge

[Former-Member]

Hi @Adge, and thanks. Sorry to hear your job pays so poorly,bpitty you couldn't contract better pay & travel expenses before starting. Its simply not viable. Why did you take the job Adge, not ya gotta prove your case. Thell get a shock if you ring in saying "my petrol tank is empty" can't make it to work 'till pay day next week 😁🤣 it's valid! How's everything else?